gone away.

I had a dream about being raptured... and my teeth glowed, and everyone who was going up to heaven's teeth glowed a bright white. And the ones who weren't ... didn't. And I didn't like what i saw. People whom i loved didn't go with me. Hopefully I am wrong, and god shows his grace, compassion and mercy to them.

it's in the simplest of words,
its in the softest touch,
it can be known without being spoken,
you can be born with it,
it can overcome great heights,
it can be vast, yes so specific,
some know of it, most do not,
it can comfort some but put fear into many,
without it you are nothing,
with it you have everything,
it can make even the darkest corner bright,
it can fill you up with hope for a better tomorrow,
it's there for you when many are not,
it wants you much more than you want it,
it can make the weakest person strong...


gods love.




I found this and thought it was really true..
“Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than going to the garage makes you a car.”
just going to church doesn't mean your a christian, even if you live in the poorest of poor countries and your a christian, you may not go to a church but you still have that desire for God.

save me.

"guess, if anything, it's about taking chances, even when you think you've run out of them. It's about forgiveness and unconditional love, even when it seems like you should only do the opposite. It's about trusting that God puts people in your life at certain moments so that you can capitalize the opportunity. It's all about the possibility. It's all about what you do with those possibilities. Life is short, but it moves fast. Hang on and enjoy the ride. And when someone comes along with whom you enjoy spending the ride with, hold on tight."

and its at this point in life, that those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Because you figure out who matters; who never did and who always will. You find that those who you thought were your friend, talk behind your back. You find that your two best friends can grow apart from you because they're dating each other. That this can bother you, and they spend so much time with each other and never with you. You find yourself never texting people because you think if they're worth your time, they'll text you. You figure out that boys aren't the center of your life, and just because everyone around you has one, you don't need one too. You figure that if someone really wants to hang out with you, talk to you, they'll make the effort to do so because you've given up trying. You find out that boys you like, might never like you back and it hurts but you get over it. You find that never regretting things is good, what you do in your life makes you who are you, and who you are is what God had planned. You find that you go through the rough times to get to the good, and most of the time, it's worth the roughness to have those few good times. You find out that spending too much time with someone can cause you to go crazy, but as soon as their gone for awhile you miss them like crazy. You find out that life moves too fast, and sometimes you wish to slow it down, but then when life is moving so slowly, you want to speed it up. When matter of factly you just want that perfect speed of coasting through life, slowing down the good parts and speeding up the bad ones. You find out that family just doesn't mean by blood. You find out that god is all you need, twenty-four-seven. All day, everyday, all the time, anytime. You find that its hard to be perfect but you strive for it anyways. You find out that you get jealous because someone has something you desire to have, but you can't get it and it sucks but you move on.

You find out that you're you, and thats all you're ever going to be, so now its time to accept it.