save me.

"guess, if anything, it's about taking chances, even when you think you've run out of them. It's about forgiveness and unconditional love, even when it seems like you should only do the opposite. It's about trusting that God puts people in your life at certain moments so that you can capitalize the opportunity. It's all about the possibility. It's all about what you do with those possibilities. Life is short, but it moves fast. Hang on and enjoy the ride. And when someone comes along with whom you enjoy spending the ride with, hold on tight."

and its at this point in life, that those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Because you figure out who matters; who never did and who always will. You find that those who you thought were your friend, talk behind your back. You find that your two best friends can grow apart from you because they're dating each other. That this can bother you, and they spend so much time with each other and never with you. You find yourself never texting people because you think if they're worth your time, they'll text you. You figure out that boys aren't the center of your life, and just because everyone around you has one, you don't need one too. You figure that if someone really wants to hang out with you, talk to you, they'll make the effort to do so because you've given up trying. You find out that boys you like, might never like you back and it hurts but you get over it. You find that never regretting things is good, what you do in your life makes you who are you, and who you are is what God had planned. You find that you go through the rough times to get to the good, and most of the time, it's worth the roughness to have those few good times. You find out that spending too much time with someone can cause you to go crazy, but as soon as their gone for awhile you miss them like crazy. You find out that life moves too fast, and sometimes you wish to slow it down, but then when life is moving so slowly, you want to speed it up. When matter of factly you just want that perfect speed of coasting through life, slowing down the good parts and speeding up the bad ones. You find out that family just doesn't mean by blood. You find out that god is all you need, twenty-four-seven. All day, everyday, all the time, anytime. You find that its hard to be perfect but you strive for it anyways. You find out that you get jealous because someone has something you desire to have, but you can't get it and it sucks but you move on.

You find out that you're you, and thats all you're ever going to be, so now its time to accept it.

more song, ♥ by moi

Devils Got A Hold.

He's got the fallen angels,
he's got the demons of the night.
he's got the hand of temptation,
and a mouth full of lies.
he tries to destroy, steal and kill,
through his own thoughtless will.
he's got determination to ruin,
the spotless and pure, gods chosen few.

your unworthy of god tonight,
the devils got you cornered.
what he tells you is half true,
your life is almost over..

your fighting for the wrong cause
and the devils got you singing the wrong song.
'cuz hells not as pretty as heaven,
theres no gold paved streets,
if you listen to God tonight
he'll make ends meet.

God's the one who gives you life
he's the one who helps you dream at night.
He loves you for all the right reasons,
even when you don't please him.

the devils got a hold of you,
he's got you like a marionette.
if you don't scream out for God tonight
then you'll die a shameful death.

you're fighting for the wrong cause
and the devils got you singing the wrong song.
'cuz hell's not as pretty as heaven,
there's no gold paved streets.
if you listen to God tonight,
he'll make ends meet.

Dear Child, i am the truth, the way, the life
follow me and do whats right.
life's rough around the edges
but it's worth the ride if you're by my side.
I know it's going to be tough,
I know it's not going to be easy,
but i'll give you my undying love,
if you just come with me.

you're fighting for the wrong cause
and the devils got you singing the wrong song.
'cuz hell's not as pretty as heaven,
but I can mend this.
I'll give you a life worth livin'
if only you'll believe in..
that i'll save you,
you have nothing to lose.

God's gonna make ends meet.
make them meet.....
Tonight.

Yours.

Every day, every hour, every minute, every second.
You long to hold me, whenever i call.
in the light you are there,
in the darkness you still find me,
every waking moment you surround me.

your breath runs through my soul
filling up every aching hole.
in my sadness you weep tears,
for me.
society today, makes me forget who i am,
let alone do they know,
i am yours.

how could I be so stupid,
to forget that i am worth it,
especially in your eyes.
even though my struggles seem so hard,
and my burden seems so big,
I call out to you, and you forgive.

I'm going to surround myself with you,
I'm going to find myself whats true,
and even when the world weighs down,
and i'm lost, you make me found,
just remember who i am,
I am yours.

Because,
in the light you will see,
in the darkness you will shine,
every waking moment you surround me.
my struggles they are hard,
my burden may be big,
but I'll call out to you,
and you forgive.

remember who i am (who i am),
'cause I am yours.

I'm going to surround myself with you,
I'm going to find myself whats true,
and even when the world weighs down,
and i'm lost, you make me found,
just remember who i am,
I am yours.

Who I am,
Oh, who I am.
Who i am.
I am yours.

-by nikki, July 5th 1:24 Am.