dreamin'

and it's at times like these that i wonder why i struggle so much.
Is it because I'm not a perfect person, and i don't get everything i ever wanted.
is it because i get most of what i want, but the true things deep down that i badly want, i never get.
I only get the things i really don't need as much as I think.
I just want, what i dream of.
tis all.